| More Postings from the Rabbit Hole |
[Jul. 13th, 2007|02:27 pm] |
One of my dad's bunnies went to the bunnyvet last night. the ER Bunny Vet. two of them got into a fight and Farrah got her tushy bitten up.
Thank GOD I'm outta here today. Going to the houes to housesit. It's a nice house, but reminds me, earily, of the house and setting from When A Stranger Calls. As bad as that movie was, I'm half expecting a phonecall when I get there from some creep hiding in the rafters.
I found out I'm going to be houseitting in the HOLLYWOOD HILLS, where the signage is. How cool!! Not Brentwood where I thought we were. I actually think Brentwood is where my grandmother lives.. .Or glendale. I don't know. LA is LA to me. But the Hollywood Hills are snazzzzy. I fully intend to see the Figure Eight wall this time and it's reasonably close to where I'm staying. I go down Argyle and I think Sunset Blvd. connects to it.
I hope I'm leaving soon. I wan to lay out in the sun and tan. Hopefully not fade my inks, but maybe I'll tape papertowels over them or something and look emo with "bandages" on my wrists" but it's OK because I'll be high up, cut into the hillside so noone'll see me in my emo-tanning fest. |
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| Posting from the Bunny Rabbit Hell Hole |
[Jul. 13th, 2007|12:08 am] |
I'm stuck in Hollywood. feeling crappy about myself. I think I only use this thing when I'm feeling crummy. So much stuff is going on right now, and I feel happy and lonely and sad and bored and distressed a little, not to sound too too emotional, like I'm on the rag or something, which I'm not. I feel kkind of let down too. I dunno. It's all pretty lame, but I don't care.
BASICALLY, here's the DL since I last wrote (yeah, I'm using cool lingo now, like the coolcat that I am. . .DL. . . I crack myself up! lol).
-Greg and me have a cat now :)
-I offically hate my stepmother just for being lame and annoyingand eyerollingly conciencious.
-I'm deffinatly a lush a little bit.
-All I do all day is sit around and listen to Rilo Kiley and drink (until I ran out) and feel sorry for myself.
-I don't work at Petco anymore
-I spend far too much time cruising Craigslist, just to see what's out there that I don't need/have no room for and what kind of creeps go on there trying to get head.
-I'm sick of being 3 hours earlier than everyone else. It's 11:50 here and everyone I know is asleep in NY.
-I'm trying to recall how to do an LJ-Cut . . .
( INDEPTHTHEDL )
Yeah, this is really emo sounding. People, roll your eyes! I'm half rolling my eyes too. I know I'm just feeling extra emo because I'm 41.3 hours away from anyone who I know. |
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[May. 23rd, 2007|02:15 pm] |
Just got home from work.
Fucking awsome.
Unfortunatly there's paperwork up the wazoo, but that doesn't matter.
I bathe dogs,
clean their ears,
clip their nails,
hold them while the groomer cuts them,
and it's a load of fun actually.
The mamanger and the assistant manager play pranks on eachother all the time. Apparently really stupid shit like supergluing the phone reciever and then calling her, and she picks it up and gets stuck to her ear. LOL. So it's OBVIOUSLY a really fun place to work. I swear, it's like the commercials. "Petco, where the Pets go" and they have the kid making a huge tunnel thing out of those hampster things? Yeah it's really like that. lol.
I'm so siked about this job. The only part that blows, other than paperwork. . . IS that I found out I'm going to have to learn how to clean ANAL GLANDS! UGH! I might shoot my hands off so I don't have to.
Sick.
So, just as I'm getting out of work, Greg calls me and says he talked to his parents and told them he'd like for them to support his decision to be in Albany, but if they weren't going to, then too bad because this where he needs want to be, and he can do it himself. And his parents were like "WHA?" and took it all back and now says they'll reconsider. LOL. Assholes. I'm glad he called their bluff. And even if they decide not to pay and disown him or whatever, he wants to be here and he will be. I'm really siked, and he's really grown up and away from his parents, in a good way. The fact that he may never speak to them again is their choice, not his. I think he handled it like an adult and it makes me happy.
I went from having the worst weekend of my life to having a great week in a snap. I guess I'm happy, but I hate how my life is so up and down. |
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[May. 22nd, 2007|08:33 pm] |
Right now, Greg is debating whether or not to move out of his parents house. I feel terrible about it. His parents are making him choose between me and them. If he comes back to Albany, he's completely on his own. That's awful. His parents are disowning him. Because of me. I obviously want him here more than anything in the whole world, and I think it's healthy for him to come back to Albany, because any time he doesn't do what they want they pull the rug out from under him and that's not fair. And it'll just happening. But I don't think he'll be able to pull himself away from his parents. I'm sure they won't disown him completely. I mean, it's so silly. He's their only son. It's just a bluff and they'll be mad, but they'll get over it. It's so sad though. My mom would never do that to me, and as much as I hate her sometimes, I'm glad I can count on her financially, if not any other way, for at least the next 2 or 3 years.
On a happier note, I got an awsome new job! I'm so sick of those counter-person, cashier, no-skills-neccisary jobs where you're completely dispensible. Those jobs totally blow. But I started applying for every dispensible job there is, and no one's called me back since. . . November. And I don't get why I can't get a job when I've held the same few jobs for ages, and some people cant hold jobs for weeks and get hired everywhere. It's annoying. But I applied to Petco as a cashier or sales assosiate. And I got called yesterday. . . They wanted me to have an interview for a groomer's assistant! I'll be clipping nails, bathing dogs, cleaning their ears and holding them for the groomer while she cuts them. I get minimum wage, and 50% commision. So, say I do a 50$ dollar dog. I get 25 bucks! and 7.15 an hour. How cool! I'm siked about this job. It's deffinatly a cool job,. I start tomorow at 9! |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|12:08 am] |
Me and Greg signed the lease on our apartment on Thursday.
I'm so excited about it. We move in on June 1st.
It's on West St.
We're already going furniture shopping. It's so fun. We decided on doing everything red and black. so, we're buying used wooden furniture and laquering it all. It''ll be nice I think. I can't wait to have our first party. Also, the people living upstairs from us are 3 SUNY albany kids, so maybe we'll be able to have super-awsome whole-house parties.
***Still looking for a roommate or two. Like, we're hoping for either one person, or a couple. But I have no idea who. So we posted some ads online, but I wish it was someone we, or at least I, knew. Because some complete stranger. . . Its like online dating. . . .KINDA CREEPY, but I don't know what else to do.***
P.S.-For my birthday, my mom's getting me a PS2. I'm really excited about that.
P.P.S- I got an A- in Drawing II for my midterm grade. How cool! HOPEFULLY I'll be able to keep that up and I pray I do OK in Art history II. Oy vey. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2007|12:47 pm] |
You know how I thought I was going to be in Hollwood for 3 months?
...
Ha!
No Cartoon Network job.
No California for 3 months.
California for 2 weeks.
Just to look at colleges. |
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| Oy vey. . . 6 weeks left |
[Mar. 16th, 2007|09:56 am] |
Theres only 6 weeks left to the semester.
Gosh.
I'm so excited. And really stressed. . .My photo teacher's a dick and so is my 3-D desgn one. In drawing II, though, I got an A- for the midterm. . .That's really super because last semester I had the same guy for 2-D design and I worked my ass off and couldn't do better than a B. Also Im not doing so hot in Art History II
BUT me and greg are looking at apartments. We've looked at two. The first one was tiny, 2 bedrooms and broght red. . . I looved it a lot. And the bathroom was bright blue. But it was too small for 3 people and a dog.
And then we looked at one today. It was really big, and it was on the ground floor so we would have the frontporch, the backporch AND the Back yard. ...for 875 a month. . . Divided among 3 (at least) people. We're still looking for at least one more person to live with, but we couldn't really think of anyone because most of our friends are doing University Heights or are already commuters, so I don't know and we can't really get an apartment until we've got another person in on it. And I couldn't think of anyone. But it's really nice and big. So hopefully we'll get it. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2007|10:47 pm] |
THIS:
GAVE ME THIS:
on Monday.
Um, yeah. . .He asked me to marry him.
And, yeah. ..I said yes.
We were going to do it soon soon soon but we couldn't cuz we found out that his dad fucked up his middle name on his birth certificate. . .How retarded. His name is Gregory Christian Prevost-Bowman but him and his mother just found out that his middle name is ALLEN. hahahahaha.
I told my mom about it tonight and she was happy about it but she thinks were waiting til we graduate but I dont think we are. We wanted to get our license this week but we need birth certificates. So thats a no-go.
We had a snowday today. . . and tomorow DAY. . . unfortunatly. . . I don't have a snow night or whatever. . . Which means as of now, Ive got Digital Imaging from 530 to 1030. . .which sucks.
Also tomrow is my moms birthday. .. Me and gregory were going to take her out to dinner this weekend but now we think we can take her out tomrow afernoon cuz we dont have class. . . which is pretty groovy. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|09:29 pm] |
I got a new tattoo today. . .
Me and Greg went. I designed a cool upsidedown tear drop/ sprouty thing.
It's on my ankle.
his too.
It looks so nice.
We got matching tattoos.
It's so romantic.
I think.
I love that boy so much.
I can't wait to move in with him next year.
And we're planning on transfering colleges together in a year and a half.
Maybe to Chicago.
Or L.A. . . Hopefully LA.
We're not really moving for eachother so much as with. Like theres that great art school in Chicago right across the street from that great music school.
Beth and Chris came tooand beth got a tattoo.
Ill post pictures later. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2007|12:36 pm] |
I'm excited. . . Lydia should be here soonish. . .Around 1 I think. Hopefully the ice'll clear up by then.
It turns out my manager gave me the day off because he knew I was going away this week. . . How neat-o! So we're leaving soon, I'm I'm mad excited! I've never really been to Rochester before. . .Except for that month in Brockport, but that doesn't count because I was stuck on campus the entire time. . .
BUT, now, Lydia's going back to school, and so I'm going up there with her, to Eastman. And then tomorow, Greg is picking me and Lyd up from Eastman and driving us to Buffalo to pick Jacob up from the airport. And then we'll all hang out. It'll be so fun! So I'll be in Rochester/buffalo/canandagua (or however the hicktown is spelled. .. I know there's an I in it somewhere)/ geneseo maybe (leora let me know) 'til Thursday. . .Then me and Greg are driving down in time for me to teach at Maimonides. . . And then. . .Sunday we move back into school . . .Without Schyler, or Stephanie, or Beth (who ALSO now decided not to come back this semster at all). . . It's really sad. And at least Aubrey'll be there. I thought she was totally cool. ANYWHOS. . . I have to go get ready to get my stuff ready to leave. . .
Bye! |
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[Jan. 10th, 2007|11:52 am] |
I got my tooth put in today!
Finally!
My teeth hurt a little bit. . .He had to grind down on my teeth a teeny bit to make it fit...It's SO not noticable, but still, its grinding bone. . .No fun!!!!!
Also, Mike, who I went out with over a year ago!!! thinks were still going out. Even though I've said "My BOYfriends coming to visit" and things like that. Plus, it's not like I didn't break up with him...I did! A YEAR AND A HALF AGO...I dont know why he doesnt get it. But today Im going to call him and set him up Beth. . .It'll work awsome...Mike isn't a BAD guy. He's really nice. Just stupid. And Boring. Beth tends to date boys who she WANTS them to take advantage of her. It's very peculiar. Plus, she doesn't care who she's dating, really. She'll date anyone as long as they'll have her. . .So I'll get Mike off mine and gregs backs, find Beth a decent guy (even if he is lame, he'll still treat her nicely) and he'll get a girlfriend who's just as needy as he is!
So I'm sitting here.
Spending my day online
And
Playing on my new bongos.
Like a beatnik.
Yeah, I'm cool.
PLUS: I just bought a new ride cymbol!
::EDIT:: Alli disowned me. For becoming friends with Schyler, at college. . .Now their back to being friends...And I'm still disowned for being Schyler's friend. . .Just somethin' that makes me giggle a little.
ANYWAYS, now I'm off with my ground down teeth, and go gum on a bagel for a few minutes. |
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| back to school in a few weeks :( |
[Jan. 9th, 2007|12:09 pm] |
So, people got letters yesterday, saying they're grades were so low they can't live in the dorms anymore...3 of my friends have to leave...one of them is leaving Sage now and going to HVCC or something and the other two have to live of campus now. I think it's stupid. Shouldn't the ones who are failing be forced to live ON campus when they most likely won't be able to handle it when they're forced to live on their own?? Rediculous. I have to pull in a 3.5 this next semester though, to keep my scholarship. Which I think I might be able to do. . . abunch of Bs and a few As. Still, I'm sad how so many people are moving out.
And Me and greg are getting an apartment/house together next year. I'm really excited about it. I secretly wanted to live with him, but I was NOT going to be the first to say it, but he did, and so me and him are going to live together! BUT we need one or two more people or else my mom wont go for it...unfortunatly, we don't have anyone in mind. but it doesnt matter. Because Im sure we'll find people. And me and greg are going to either get a cat or bring his dog down from Rochester. I think thats pretty nifty.
Oh, and my credit card stolen. Im not being charged for any of it though. Their sending me an afidavit with my statement and my new card, and all I have to do is circle the purchases I didnt make, and they'll take them off. . .How cool!
That's about it, though.
people being kicked out of sage, moving in with my boyfriend soonish, and uh, stolen credit cards. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2006|12:39 pm] |
There has been so much drama recently.
Like a lot.
With Stephanie, Jen, Michelle, Amanda, Chris, etc. BAsically the entire school.
What doesnt help is that everyone is also starting drama around the whole me and Greg thing. He happens to be very very cute. Like an Abercrombie model. Even Lydia thinks hes hunky and her standards are soooo high. lol. Anyways, me and him have been messing around and hanging out all the time and we sleep together, litterally, sleep. I havent slept on my own in like 2 weeks. It's nice. Anyways, the problem was: Everyone has a crush on him, or at one point did. HE said he liked me but he didnt know what he wanted. But thanks to all the drama, he said that it made him have to decide what to do and last night, while the Parson's kids were trick-or-treating down our hall, he asked me out. I thought he was kidding. And then the boy across the hall knocked on the door so I didnt get to answer, but he walked me to my car when i went to go babysit and he goes "You never answered my question" and I was like "What? I thought u were kidding!" lol. But yes. Now emilie is going out one of the three cute freshman boys at Sage. And girls are sad. lol. Thats so cool. Ive never gotten the one that everyone likes.
Also, I might be getting a job teaching art at Maimonities Day School. Its a k-12 Jewish school and u dont need a degree to teach private school, so they want me to! I have a meeting there today at 1230. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|04:17 pm] |
haha.
She did it again. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|12:49 am] |
Really bad week.
Glad it's almost over.
Deffinatly nearly failed my art history exam. . .69, but got changed to a 70 cuz she fucked up and said that the Venus of Willendorf statue was WRONG, even though thats what it's most commonly called.
Or something.
I zoned out though, so I only got the gist that I got upped a point.
I also got a thing in the mail about drinking and dying. Fucking Chris. I'm still so mad at him. He's working the desk tonight and he saw so many drunks walk in, and NOTHING. What an ass. We get written up in half a minute. Whatever.
The other Chris came back today. He walked into the lounge and said hi to everyone, and didn't even accknowledge that I was um, THERE. Whatever. I don't know. He makes me feel really crappy about myself. At my house last thursday he goes "Whos that? Your sister?" refering to my senior picture and I go "no. thats me"and he goes "oh you were much bigger" and I was like "yeah I know. Ive lost over 15 lbs so far at college" and he goes "oh." and then somehow he got onto the topic of doing it with fat girls and he goes "Yeah, I just cant DO fat girls. " and as an after thought: "Except for you" and he was deadass. So I guess it was good without him for a week, but still. Is it wierd that I was kind of like "hm. I kind of miss him" or whatever? I dont know. It bothers me. But at least he's honest about things like that. I know I'm not that cute and kind of fat so it's godo I guess, but still. I dunno.
Anyways, I went to crossgates tonight with Greg and Stephanie and Jen. We were all in pretty crappy moods. We saw jackass 2 again. Thank god I didnt eat anything at all today or else it would have been all over Greg's lap. I don't know why but the second time seeing it? I got gaggier. Like, I couldn't stop gagging. So it was LUCKY. lol.
Tommorow I have Math from 1230-150. Then I'm done until Wed. . .Wed. though, I have my midterm portfolio review in Figure Drawing. I'm a little nervous about it. Ok, a lot. I have some good long poses, but no good <5 minute gestures. . . which I need three of. So, um, if anyone wants to pose naked this weekend....I think you should. Thanks! Also all my colelge friends are going home, so um, AWSOME. School will be empty and lonely but at least I'll get all my work done. I've been going up to my room no earlier that 230 since last thursday. And Ive been waking up at like 6 to finish my work. I'm so exhausted. PLUS I had a really stressful drunk weekend, which led into a really stressful hungover week.
Hopefully all this crap will clear up with everyone going home and getting away from eachother for a while. Hopefully. This school is far too small sometimes. |
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[Aug. 29th, 2006|10:58 am] |
This has been a crappy week so far.
At Kem yesterday, I worked from 11-close, but me and Ben didn't get out until 910. And then on my way home I guess I ran a redlight without even relizing it, and got stopped by a fucking cop. But I didn't get ticketed.
And today I'm working at the Glenmont store, from 12-6...and then closing.
AND Tony has made up my schedule for the school year.
He's got me working 3-close monday, tuesday, thursday, friday and maybe saturdays. And the only reason I'm not doing Wed. nights is because I'm in Figure Drawing from 545 to 1045. And I honestly don't want to be working like that at least for my first semester. . .That's why I've been working so much NOW,so I don't HAVE to work in school. So I dunno. But I'm getting sick of it. And I hate working with Lex. BEcause last time I worked with her, I got in at 11 and her and Tony were sitting in the back of the store talking about what drugs they have and havent done while I was the front of the store marking in a full bin of drycleaning and helping 3 or 4 customers for an HOUR. Then at, like noon, Lex just clocked out and left, and Tony started working. But still. What the hell. And if I have to close the store with her every night? Imma choke a bitch.
I can't wait to move into my dorm. On Friday. My roomate seems nice too, so I'm not worried about her castrating animals on our floor or anything creepy. |
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| EMMY AWARDS For the Creatice Arts |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|09:23 am] |
OK, so.
August 26
8:00 ET/PT
E!
Watch it.
I might be on there.
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cartoon network lost. It's really disapointing. Everyone thoguht theyd win but the Simpsons won. At least it wasn't family guy which is not a good animation. But at least the Simpsons didn't gloat! lol. AND individual acheivement wise, cartoon network people got i think 3 out of the 6 awards? for Billy & Mandy, the guy goes up there and says "Hey, I'm glad you guys stuck around for the sexy award" lol. Creeeeep. He was nice though. And then the guy from Juniper Lee and another one i can't remember.
anyway...
WATCH IT |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|06:20 pm] |
So, I'm in L.A. It's kind of boring. :(
I decided I DONT like Marrielle. She seems like she's my dad's mother than his wife. She also seems to act very...peculiar around me. Like she doesn't want me around. i understand, I guess. I wouldn't want me around either, if I was her. It's awkward where it should be. But she treats my dad like she's his mother. She also says 'we' a lot when she really means HER. Although, I guess they are a we' now I didn't relize my dad was like that. it's not SO bad, but she does the obnoxious thing L.A. people seem to do. I'm not sure if it's a stuckup L.A. thing or a married person thing but she talks about people who I don't know (namely couples) using only their first names like "Tanya and Billiam called and wanted to invite us on their boat but Emilie's here so I thought we could go next weekend" Like it a kind of offhand way she makes me feel like I'm putting them out. Like I'm in the way. And it's namedropping, only these people aren't famous. I think it's more in a way to show off how many people they know and how sophisticated she is. It also seems like every time me and my dad do anything together, whether it be talking or at his office or just the plain fact that he asked me to go to the Emmy awards with him, she gets childish and possesive. I don't get the idea that she's trying to be the evil stepmom who tries to take my dad away from me. I get the impression that she's trying to make sure I'm not being the daughter who takes their husband away. feel bad about it. I'm not trying to do that. I can see where she might feel left out when me and my dad joke around, because we have the same sense of humor, but I feel left out too, being in this new house, with this new woman and my dad who I'm basically just meeting. i've never lived with him before. And all of s sudden I'm expected to spend a week in his house and be homey and chummy with Marielle? It's very uncomfortable and I feel like she doesnt want me here and she's threatened by my being here, which, in turn, is making my dad choose between his wife and his daughter.
Other than THAT, this trip is OK. I went to work with my dad yesterday. That was cool. I met a lot of people who work on a lot of cartoons. I saw one of my dads Animatics for Camp Lazlo. And then I sat in with his boss while he edited another episode of Camp Lazlo. And then...what else...I dunno. I got cool stuff. I got a waterbottle. It's orange and it's Lazlo's head. I also got a green Camp Lazlo tshirt. So when I get back, you'll see my sporting my Cartoon Network gear, for rizzle.
I read a book already in like 2 days here called Choked. I got it yesterday at the mall. It's CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZY. About this guy who's a sexoholic and he fakes choking of food in restaurants and his mom is a crazy nut in an institution. It is SO wierd, It's by Chuck Pahinuik or whatever. the guy who did Fight Club.
So, tomorow are the Emmy awards. We have to be there at 4, apparently. And then we're there all night. It'll be on A&E or E! or something next week. it's the one for the Creative Arts, so it means just a s much, but noone cares about it. lol.
Then, MONDAY, I'm going back to Cartoon Network with my dad ((apparently everybody really liked me there...AWSSOMEEEE)) and then monday we're going to talk to the guy who does the internshipping and if my college says Ill get credit, then I'm as good as in my dad thinks. Also him and this guy are going to take me to his brothers tattoo place who it just so happens is looking for interns. So how lucky is that, right? I get to kill 2 birds with one stone by talking to this guy my dad works with and I kill 2 MORE if I getto come here next summer. I'M A BIRD KILLIN' MACHINE!!!!!!!!! |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|10:34 pm] |
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit.
GUESS WHOS GOING TO THE EMMY AWARDS BITCHEZZZZ????????
Oh, yeah. ME!!!!!!!!!!
My daddy's show got nominated again (Camp Lazlo) and he wants me to go as his date!!!!!
AWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOME |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:34 am] |
oooooh, daaaaaaaaaaayum, bitchez.
I passed my road test!
Now I hafta go to workies.
In my car.
All on my lonesome!! |
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